These metaphysical walls are crashing,
diabolical illusions of destruction awaits me.
Psychotic thoughts controls my brain mechanism.
But,
wait!
I’m in the middle of changing the baby’s
diaper, can’t lose total control, yet!
The garbage needs to taken out.
The garbage collector comes on Monday.
Random thoughts are causing me to smash
my head against these walls- they’re
invading my brains.
My brain is going dead.
But,
wait!
Need to get some double AA batteries
for the flashlight.
I’m crying for help,
do you understand?
People inside my head are laughing.
just told them to stop
get their own life.
I’m about to lose my mind.
But,
wait!
I can’t!
Need to cook breakfast.
The children are hungry.
Just burned the toast again.
I need to buy the baby’s milk.
Voices have started again.
I’m losing it.
But,
wait!
Can’t give up yet.
Ashley will finish college soon.
Got to see her graduate.
I need to take these meds.
Can’t think straight.
What did I do with those keys?
It is 5:00 p.m?
I am late.
Almost forgot,
have to pick up Joe from work.
But,
wait!
I have some running to do.
Need to run by the store.
Got to pick up the baby’s milk.
I should run off this road and crash.
No, I can’t.
Didn’t pay the car insurance.
Feel like a wreck.
But,
wait!
Can’t lose it.
Got to take out the garbage,
buy the baby’s milk,
see Ashley graduate,
pick up Joe from work.
I can’t lose control!
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Speak to me speak to me! A mothers job and thoughts are never done. Love it! 🙂
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Lol, Hi Laura, thanks for taking time to read. I see you relate and understand 🙂
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Completely, I felt like you were writing about what is going on in my mind :))
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🙂 Thanks again Laura
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This gave me chills. I have a two year old, my little sister is about to graduate college, and my husbands name is Joe😂 So my brain is generally similar to scrambled eggs. Beautiful writing!
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Really, what a coincidence how we can relate to things in our life. His name is Joe, huh? Again, thanks for taking time to read.
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Thanks for following me….You have a real talent…Keep up the good work…You are being Heard!
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Ah, thanks for that generous observation. I appreciate your encouragement. I look forward to hearing your input and views.
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I think all mothers feel this way at time! LOL! I certainly did!
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🙂 You’re right, some how we always seem to juggle it all.
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Reblogged this on Creative Expressions and commented:
This is a reblog, the purpose is to bring light
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This is why we need more women on the Supreme Court. Women know how to stay cool under pressure.
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You are absolutely right. Another woman would do :). Thanks J.B. for the read, I appreciate your observation. Nice meeting you here.
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